Do most of your friends and family know of your spanking fetish or is it something you try to hide? Whether everyone knows or you keep it a secret do yo have any regrets about it?
Nick said:
I have always longed to be able to talk freely and openly with other spankos about this thing that takes possession of my mind from time to time . . . . I have longed even more to be able to share these things with people who are vanilla friends and/or whose company I value and enjoy. I do wish it was more socially acceptable to share one's interests more openly . . .
I agree completely, although I would imagine that if it were "more socially acceptable" then the delicious thrill of what I call the outrageous intimacy of a bare-bottom spanking between consenting adults would be lost, or at least diminished.On the other hand (paradoxically), I share Nick's wish to be able to share one's interests more openly, for example I would love to be able to show off my cane marks to somebody in addition to my wife, after she has disciplined me in her favourite way. One of her close female friends has witnessed, and taken part in, a few of my canings and I found that very exciting.Other than my wife and her friend, nobody knows of my spanking fetish.
I am out to one sister and also a number of vanilla friends. It's kind of like religion and politics to me - I only discuss it with people I think might be open to the conversation. And, as with any other part of one's sex life, it's really nobody's business.
Nick said:
Only my wife knows of my spanko inclinations. Nobody else in my private life or in the workplace knows, although some might suspect. I have always longed to be able to talk freely and openly with other spankos about this thing that takes possession of my mind from time to time (to time, to time!), and that is partly why I now use my real name as my ID. I have longed even more to be able to share these things with people who are vanilla friends and/or whose company I value and enjoy. I do wish it was more socially acceptable to share one's interests more openly, but we live in a world which, despite rampant sexual liberalism, remains somewhat blinkered in this particular area. It also annoys me that prejudiced and unjustifiably biased, narrow-minded people seem to feel entitled to arrogate to themselves the right to look disdainfully down their self-righteous noses at those of us who dare to be a bit different. Some even have the slanderous audacity to make very dangerous, incorrect and misleading connections between us and people who engage in obnoxious pastimes that are total anathema to all the spankos whom I know. In reality, I have seen every bit as much genuine love, care and affection amongst spankos as I ever did in the vanilla world. Maybe even more so, pro rata. I steadfastly refuse to be ashamed of the fact that few things in life bring as much social, emotional and (non-overtly) sexual comfort and satisfaction as being invited by a lady to share in these delights. Few things, in my mind, make a girl more attractive than her desire and willingness, even if only in theory, to give herself in this way to a gentleman who has won her trust and confidence. Very best wishes to all Nick